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.Friday, December 2, 2011 ' 8:41 AM hello rainbow Pictures, Images and Photos
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This is my reflection after my Social Media Fast. I won't write about whatever happens every one hour, because it would totally bore you out, since i am always at home everyday. So i am just sharing what had God used to touch my heart through these 3 Days of Social Media Fast :) Pardon me for any grammatical errors, because i wrote this early in the morning, i'm still very sleepy. 
For those who do not know me, I am Emily Ng, i am from the G1 North East Region , i came from Jurongville Secondary School (the West side, i have to make this statement because it seems that quite a few have not heard of my school before) , i am aged 15 going on to 16 next year. :)
Pencil : I'm sorry.
Eraser : For what? You didnt do anything wrong.
Pencil : I'm sorry you got hurt because of me. Whenever i made mistakes, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you slowly lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time.
Eraser : Thats true. But i don't really mind. You see, i was created to do this. I was created in the mind of God with the purpose to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day i know i will be gone, i'm pleased with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad.

Our Parents are like the eraser whereas we children are like the pencil. They're always there for their children, cleaning up their mistakes, forgiving them. Sometimes along the way they will get hurt or feel neglected and eventually go up to heaven when their duty is finished, they will still be proud of their children that had grown up to be independent.
 As i went on the social media fast, i suddenly am reminded of that previous statement and realised how heart-wrenching true that statement is. Teenagers these days get more and more absorbed in their own fantasy and gadgets, they start to neglect their parents and whatever they had done for them. Where did the gadgets came from? How would you be able to come into this world if God did not place you into your parents' care? How will you be able to remain in this world until now if God did not place you into such parents that will care, love and believe in their children? Parents no matter how harsh we treat them or rebelled against them, in the very end of everything, they will still be proud of you and tell everyone that "That's my girl/boy." We may get annoyed by their constant nagging, tired of them not appreciating our own interests, angry at their old-fashioned thinking. But They, are the very ones who will still forgive you for your mistakes and welcome you back into their arms when you came back from rebellion. Parents may not understand our world, they may get frustrated when they do not understand the craze over chasing of new technology gadgets, they may scold you periodically because of trivial mistakes you made. However, in their minds, you will always be that one and only child that they will love, give their all and in their hearts,we children are irreplaceble. Can you see how God loves us so much, He will even place us with parents that love us so much despite everything and He would provide for us so that we would not feel lacked of anything? In John 3:16 , " For God so loved the world that HE gave His One and Only Son, that whoever believes in His shall not perish but have eternal life. " :) I had a hard time not touching my handphone to go onto facebook and twitter, because i was so used to being connected to the Internet. And ever since i am a teenager, i always rebelled against my parents, which made me a difficult child in their eyes. As i had this reflection during my 3 days Social Media Fast, i felt as though Lord is trying to let me realise that i shouldnt do this to my parents, that no matter how hard it is or tempting it is to rebel against them, i should obey them as it is said in the Ten Commandments. Because through this 3 days SM Fast, i had a quarrel with my parents. Well it was only after that quarrel that i came to remember the previous statement i once read from my classmate. God touched my heart and opened my eyes to what i was blind to before and yes, i cried and prayed to God that i want to repent my actions and it was as though the burden, (as in having to quarrel with my parents day and night and then having to see my mother cry which pains my heart) it was lifted from my heart. I didnt really kind of expected God would use this approach to touch my heart during this three days fast , it was totally unexpected, i wasn't ready for it but after everything that had happened, i am thankful to God for forgiving me and made me realise my actions before it was too late to. :)
This is my sharing after my 3 day Social Media Fast. :)
Jesus born of a virgin, lived and walked on earth, suffered and died on the cross, was buried, was resurrected three days later. First of all, we need to ask ourselves : Why did God go through such trouble to offer us forgiveness? Couldnt He just forgive us? Yes, but if He did that without dealing with our sins, He would be a loving but not a just God. To be true to His character, God cannot say "I love you so much that i am willing to forgive you and forget the other aspects of My character." In His love, He cant disregard justice. As the boy by the Sea of Galilee must have surely felt, we are constantly awed and humbled by what God can do when we give him what we have. ( John 6:1-13)
  I won't be online still that much. Because it was through solitude, serenity and silence that i managed to connect with God and changed my life. :) i still very much want to enjoy His Presence. :) i will only be online fortnightly though because i have to check my emails. :) thank you.





.Sunday, November 20, 2011 ' 5:39 PM hello rainbow Pictures, Images and Photos
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Today is Sunday.
:)
long time never update lerhh.
im coping fine though.
trying to go through this hectic week

plus quarrels every fortnight too.
so kinda troublesome and
irritating

but can really be tiring.
and sian.
my gastric pain is acting up here and then.
OMG. THIS IS SERIOUSLY TROUBLESOME

oh well.
:)
God, i promised to you that i will be a better person for you
Lord , please be with me when nobody else can. :) <3





.Wednesday, November 16, 2011 ' 1:44 PM hello rainbow Pictures, Images and Photos
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Finally get to update my blog. phew. :D :D
im so happpyy.
my blog so pwrettyyy :P:P
SHINee still rocks in my heartttt.

^^
And and,
yeah i kind of never update in a month already.
getting lazy.
basically,

i got promoted to sec 4 express,
i fail only two subjects,
i love SHINee more and more,
i read devotions more and more.

completed Genesis by myself
then...

everything's still..okay?
that's kind of an overstatement.
but i am trying to be alright for everyone.
so they wont worry.

but as the day pass,
i miss that person more and more.
knowing i cant possibly bother that person.
sighhhhh. that person is having a major exam.

wonder if it's finish? O.o
okay fine.
gonna go. cos' im so boreddd.
picspam then. :D :D
KEYYYYYYYY ><







.Monday, September 26, 2011 ' 6:54 PM hello rainbow Pictures, Images and Photos
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Im not going to blog as often, until october 13 then update EVERYTHING. so sorry, because of exams, i cant be distracted. Thank you very much! :)

Love you for being so understanding.
Daily blog updates will resume on Oct 13.
For now,
I shall put my blog to sleep. ^^

Love that person so much.
<3
:):)
Byeeeeee~~~!





.Sunday, September 25, 2011 ' 9:02 PM hello rainbow Pictures, Images and Photos
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Im going to go
Study lock-in camp soon. ><
no more facebook
No more twitter / blog.

Siannnn.
Please try to understand.
I dun want to retain please.
:):) byeee i know its a short post,

But i need to go back study liao.
I love that person.
And will always love.
Hahahas. :):) <3 you guys~~





.Saturday, September 24, 2011 ' 7:48 PM hello rainbow Pictures, Images and Photos
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Today tuition is so funneyyy.
I finally memorized a memory verse.xD
Its from 1 Peter 12: 24-25

'The flesh is like the grass,
All its glory like the flowers of its grass,
Grass withered, flowers fall off, but
The Word of God endures forever.'

How true is that!! :)
Hehhe
Im proud of myself, able to finally
Memorize a memory verse. :>

Happy today~~!
Though may get scolded, at least
I can see her every week
Is enough for me. :)

I want to continue this.
I dunno how can i survive one week
Without seeing that person.
I love that person so much. <3





.Friday, September 23, 2011 ' 8:33 PM hello rainbow Pictures, Images and Photos
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POA test keep postponing.
This time
Is because of the difficulty of the test too high.
Joke.

He set himself one ley,
Set so high, in the end have to reset,
Kill 120 papers worth of trees liao,
Now still waste even more.

==
dont set lah.
Just continue postponing .
Until EOY,
dunnid take liao.

Haahaha.
K fine.
:)
Im trying to get up from my depression state.

Until now,
School counselors still havent come find
Me for my depressing posts.
Good. Cos i dun like them.

Paid to listen nia.
I dunnid fakers to listen.
I say they also cannot use better words to
Console me. Made it even worse. Joke.

I hate my family.
I hate it i hate it.
I dont want to come home to a family
That doesnt need me.

That they rather be with some better
Daughter than me.
Jingli finally confessed.
She like huini more than ME.

Im only two years diff from her,
Yet she prefer huini
And dun like me.
My heart hurts.

They finally show their true thoughts.
Better not knowing than to know and cry.
I got to taste how it really feels like.
God, my hearts is in pieces now.

I just want to end my life.
A life that nobody would appreciate.
My depression is coming back.
It hasnt even healed completely.

My family keep reopening my wounds.
Didnt know what would happen to me
If they were to reopen.
I might just go buy a penknife now

And cut the vein.
I dun really care.
I just want to make things easier for me.
Because this is overloading me.

I cant handle it.
Neither can i stand it any longer.
I need that person now .
I really need that person to come and comfort me.

Im dying slowly inside.
A part of me is slowly diminishing.
I cant feel it.
Its so numb.

Let me die.
I want to die.
I dont want to stay in a world
Where nobody needs me.

I need my own little world
To come back.
I am going back to my little own big
World. A world where only me and God exists. It would be perfect.

I love that person. <3





.Thursday, September 22, 2011 ' 8:03 PM hello rainbow Pictures, Images and Photos
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Today school is not very
Fun. Or interesting.
Lolol.
Normal but busy lessons. :X

Physics test and
F&N test together.
Freak. ):
Now im all stressed out.

Because tmrw its friday.
And theres POA test.
And i still have incomplete tuition hmwk.

Stress stress.
Nothing is completed at all!
Disappointed. :/
Haish haish!

You know how i went through
Today?
It was by thinking of you.
Remembering our memories.

That i am able to go on.
I love you.
:) im super weak at Indices.
>< shucks.

Now i going do lerhh.
Byebye.
I love you ever so much!
^~^





.Wednesday, September 21, 2011 ' 7:32 PM hello rainbow Pictures, Images and Photos
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For all the time
That i have Tried for your smile
When nobody was there to take a stand. Love had made me blind

Sorry that i came to.
Sorry doesnt turn back time
I wish i could make it right
Sorry that i needed you.

For being the one who
Made you smile
To cry the next second.
And im so sorry

That i failed you.
Sorry i was falling in love
With you.
Sorry that i loved you.

And im doubting ,
Tearing.
Sorry tht i hurt you
Sorry i wasnt able

To live up to your
Expectations.
I wish i could see you again.
I wish i could hug you.

Today in school,
I only paid attention to certain subjects. Lol.
At the last 10 min of Physics,

I fell asleep.
Like seriously,
Its my first time.
Ahahahas.

Luckily alex and jiahong
Woke me up.
Else i dunno what to do liao.
Hahahahs.

I wonder what happens after i slept. O.O
Curious.
Alex say nothing leyyy. :O

Hahas.
I dont mind not knowing
Though.
Then when i just woke up,
Im all blur blur liddat.

Hhaahahs.
Kkk.
Gotta go study liao.
Byeee! ^~^





.Tuesday, September 20, 2011 ' 8:07 PM hello rainbow Pictures, Images and Photos
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Blablabla.
Nobody really cares anyway.
Stop lah.
Eh you, why ignore me??

):):
I was looking at you
I was screaming your name
But you didnt hear me

I was desperately trying
To capture your attention.
Its useless.
I clearly know that.

I dont want to see you again
I wont look at you.
Nor think about you.
Dont even feel like staring

At you anymore.
I still like Shining
Inheritance. :D so niceee!!!
:>

Lolol.
Today seriously,
Nothing is going thru my head.
Except during math lesson.

Heheheh. :D
I love you.
<3





.Monday, September 19, 2011 ' 8:00 PM hello rainbow Pictures, Images and Photos
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Todayyy is boring.
Nothing to do at home.
Except work work and more work.
Nothing else to do liao.

Siannnnnnz.
Gotta go do my tuition work
After watching shining inheritance.
Heehee.

I have only one wish.
Someday you will understand.
Thats what i feel.
I love ya~~~ :D

This week theres a lot
Of tests. Freak.
I scared i cant handle this
Physics, Chemistry, POA, FNN.

Haiiiish! ):):
Gotta do workk liaooo.
LalalalalLala.
Byeeeee

Love you. <3





.Sunday, September 18, 2011 ' 10:24 PM hello rainbow Pictures, Images and Photos
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Today is siann.
Really siannn.
To the point of wanting someone
To text me.

Especially that person.
When will that person
Text me..):):
I dont want to be the person

Who always starts the conversation
First. I dont want. Won't you start talking to me instead of me staring at the phone like an

Idiot? Why cant you just see that i love you so much, yet cant tell you about it? That i love God a lot , and you are a very

Special person to me? You know everyday i talked to God about it, lamenting and to the extent of wanting to cry?

I didnt even want to be in the place where you will be at everytime without me, because i know that place is full of your

Friends, people you love mixing around you but not me, that i keep wishing everytime i am with you nobody will disturb?

This is how i really feel.
Seriously.
I need you to read all this.
Because its okay, if you dont know

My feelings for you,
But at least,
Read my blog.
Its all about you.

Advertising my blog,
My tumblr on facebook
for only one
Purpose.

I know you follow my posts
On facebook , thats exactly why
I want you to see it.
The indescribable feelings i had

I couldnt describe it in speech,
I could only write it here.
Vent my heart pains here.
Cry out my painful frustrations

Here. Because you wont know
Who im talking about.
And i wont say it either.
Highly confidential.

Well,
You know for one thing.
I enjoyed the times we had together. Eating, playing and taking photos together

They are all my best and memorable memories that i will never forget.

Some might be bitter,
But mostly its sweet.
The only sad thing is,
I couldnt love you as much as i

Can. Because you have your friends too. You cant just focus on me. You still have them.

Thats what made me even more jealous. Because they can cheer you up at the exact moment. But i couldnt, because im nt as close

As they are to you.
We live on different phases,
You have your friends,
I have mine too.

Its just that i prefer being
In your world, so peaceful and fun, not like mine. All bullyings and insults by that guy. ):

I dont want to live in a place
Where i would only be persecuted, bullied. I want to be in a place where i could be loved

, accepted and forgiven.
Lord, is there such a place?
Where i can be at peace and give up all those burdens???

Please help me.
I feel so empty.





.Saturday, September 17, 2011 ' 4:57 PM hello rainbow Pictures, Images and Photos
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OHMYGAWD.
im going to watch smurfs! yay! :D
gogogo bath. :3
bye bye.
lol such a short post.

i slept for 5 hours only.
:X
haven do chinese hmwk.
:D

lollol.
i wish the days can go slower.
SLOWER.
:(

siannn.
kkk.
im wearing my new spectacles.
epic. exciting. :D ehehehe

today's tuition is fun.
i learn a lot of stuff.
and understood some.
a question that we skipped is still bugging me now. ):

hahahas.
its okay.

 i love you.
k i gotta go.
byeee . smurfs, here i come! ^-^
love love love xD








.Friday, September 16, 2011 ' 6:49 PM hello rainbow Pictures, Images and Photos
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I feel all feverish. :O
and my Sim finally turned into a vampire. xD
naise. :D
i love vampires. :3 it was hard finding one! :3

if only you know what im thinking now,
how im feeling today,
why am i feeling so shaggg. :/

i wish you would knew.
i wish i can stay by your side forever.
but it seems impossible.
because you have other commitments too.

:/
i love you. <3 ^^sorry for such a short post.
i nothing much to say.
kekeke.
today veryyy boring . ><





.Thursday, September 15, 2011 ' 9:36 PM hello rainbow Pictures, Images and Photos
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 I'm busy,
so busy.
><
math test finally over.

phew.
fingers crossed! :)
well, it was average easy. :>

i'm busy busy busy.
tuition homework havent started. die. ):
chinese homework havent do. freak. ):
now im all dead and shagg.

siannn.
kkkk
i need to go do my tuition homework .
sorry for such a short post,

because today is relatively boring.
so nothing much to say.
except that i had bought Sims 3 Late Night. xD
cool! :) my Sims get to become Vampires. xD Edward cullen, here i come! :3

kkk
byeee
 i love you <3

^^





.Wednesday, September 14, 2011 ' 6:41 PM hello rainbow Pictures, Images and Photos
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I got drenched from head to toe today.
im already feeling feverish,
now the rain had made it worse.
i'm aching all over.
==

sighhh.
today my Gastric Pain acted up this morning.
dk why i put it in capitals. lol. haha.
:D

gonna look forward to my tests all over.
thank god i survived.
hahahahaa/
:P


super tired now like what siol.
:/ *im not crying , im not crying!*
but when that person whom i love so much ask me this "are you alright ?"
my tears just flowed out and i couldnt control. ><

ouhhhhhh.
math math math and more math
:X
i am so nervous. D:

There was a little boy whose first love
was a young girl in a picture which
he found and picked from the street ..

As time went by he got married,
But still kept it.
One day,his wife found it and asked,

 ”Where did you get this?”
The man said,
“I kept that since I was a child,
 But why are U asking?”

The girl replied,
“I lost this picture when I was 7…” :)

kkk i gotta go.
math test tomorrow. :X








.Tuesday, September 13, 2011 ' 6:51 PM hello rainbow Pictures, Images and Photos
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Why is everything not to my
Plans?
Why so tireddd??!

Im so sick and tired
With my life, Lord.
Please take this away from me.
Because im really hating this.

Lord, tell me what should i do
Because nothing i do
Seems to work
The way i want.

Take control of my life Lord
I dont want to be frustrated
And weary of it anymore.
Because it sickens me to the core.

Yesterday is worse enough.
Do i have to suffer the same thing
Today?
I have speech defect,

I cant express myself clearly
Infront of someone
Who's so impatient with me,
Who is armed with a weapon,

To see if i speak wrong things,
Who is always so narrow minded,
And on the defensive.

Tell me Lord,
How is a speech defect person
Able to speak logic to this kind
Of person?

Even worse,
She's my freaking mother.
She should understand me more
Than anyone else.

But why is it that someone else
Understands me more than you mother?
You disappoint me.

You never listen.
Or even try to.
No.
Never.

The more you limit,
The more i go towards
Self destructing.

Im harming myself
Using my own method
But on the same time,
Trying desperately to hold on to God

Its hard.
Its torturous.
Its too humongous heavy.
I cant handle it.

Lord, you always tell me this
'I love you. I will give you rest.'
Always touching me and making me tear

Because of your love for me.
Its so profound and great
That i have no other words for it.
No other words

Can describe your love for us
christians.
You loved us so much
To send your one and only Son

To die on the cross
To pay for the price of our sins Lord.
Even that guy in Canada,
Whom you had shown yourself

To that Muslim and healed him,
Even Muslims that you would love,
What can we say about your everlasting love??

Im really touched by that real life story
About how you, Christ, had shown yourself to that muslim, who was already dying.

Lord,
Take those burdens away from me
Please please. ):):

I love you <3





.Monday, September 12, 2011 ' 6:44 PM hello rainbow Pictures, Images and Photos
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This is so stressful,
i only need time.
i need you to trust in me.

please,
can you listen to me?
can you stop doubting me?

causing me pain,
you think im enjoying it.
hell no.
i dont like this.
i dont like whatever you're doing.

today school's very boring.
i just wished for rest.
because i am really tired.
and i hoped that person would know

when i need that person,
that person wasnt there.
where are you when i most needed
you?

<3





.Sunday, September 11, 2011 ' 7:01 PM hello rainbow Pictures, Images and Photos
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I’d rather look back at my life
and say,
“I can’t believe I did that!”
instead of saying, “I wish I would of..”

You dont have to be someone
they want you to be,
you know...

:)
i want a consistent bible study.
:D
i am going to work towards that ^^

because if i dont,
i think i will die of the pain
that i suffer everyday.
that its so excruciating to the point i want God to take it away.

hahas.
:)
cheer up emilyyyy. :D :D
life's not overrr yettt. ^-^


 Never be sad for what is over,
just be glad that it was once yours
..and there will be always
something better.

When you think you’re not
happy with your life,
always think that someone is
happy simply because you exist.

“Don’t waste your time
looking back on what you’ve lost.
Move on, for life is
not meant to be traveled backwards.”

“Everyone comes into your life
for a reason; some good, some bad.
They shape, form and break us.
But in the end they make us who we are.”

“Dear whoever is reading this,
you’re beautiful and someone
out there is crazy about you. So smile.
Life is too short to be unhappy.”

“Sometimes its good to just let go.
Forget what other
people think.
This is your life after all.”

“It’s easy to forget things
you want to remember.
It’s hard to forget things
you don’t want to remember.”










.Saturday, September 10, 2011 ' 8:33 PM hello rainbow Pictures, Images and Photos
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I dont understand this
I dont know how to do this
Question.
I dont know i dont know.

Die die die. ):
Test coming,
Im behind one chapter.

Whic my teacher never or havent
Even taught us.
I want to cry so badly
Because i dont want to fail it

I dont want to fall short of
Their expectations.
I want to make them proud
So even if it means stressing myself

To the point of breaking down,
I dont mind doing it.
Because i want to let them see
That i can do it too.

I am not gonna let them
Have a tiny bit of chance of
Laughing at me
Or insulting.

I want to make even that person
Proud of my hard work.
So even if i get stressful,
Even if it might be too much

For me,
I dont mind.
It doesnt matter.
More practice is good.

So i will still continue.
I wont rest until
Its over and to see that my
Hard work has paid off.

For you, i will go to this
Extent. Everything i done
Is all for you. Cant you see that?
I love you so much

That i dont mind all this
Stress, pain and tears shed.
I will contunue going on.
I love you. :)





.Friday, September 9, 2011 ' 6:04 PM hello rainbow Pictures, Images and Photos
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Its hard to stay positive
when nothing ever goes right.
dont it sounds depressing?
because its so hard for me. x.x

There are moments in life
when you miss someone
so much that you just want to
pick them from your dreams and hug them for real .

I hope you're happy.
see this smile?
its hiding the tears ):

when will you ever notice.
:D
Its not that i want to be just the only girl
and friend in your life,

i just want to be the only one that is important
just as you are to me,
and who mattered.

i really shouldnt give two hoots
of the bullshit you gave me.
i shouldnt cared.
i shouldnt have fell for you.

i need a break.
we need to stop this now.
because its not working .
and its getting overwhelming for me.

><
Never lose yourself in
attempt to hold onto
someone who doesn’t
care about losing you.










.Thursday, September 8, 2011 ' 6:31 PM hello rainbow Pictures, Images and Photos
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We can pretend that
things don’t bother us,
but we all know that
even the smallest thing can make us fall apart.

Today was boring.
woke up at 11am,
now im like zoned out.
been doing homework for the past few hours.

tired now. ^^
kkk
its another short post.
byeee :D :D

LOLOL.
:>
dunno what to post.
xD byeee ! :D :D

i love that person so much.
:D:D
i want to let that person know,
but i am too afraid to tell that person.

:>





.Wednesday, September 7, 2011 ' 9:19 PM hello rainbow Pictures, Images and Photos
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I had fun @ Ngee Ann Today. :D I got a medal ! Lol. == Ngee Ann is soooo big! Hehehe. Im not gonna disclose  Anything hereee. I almost got lost Today at Ngee Ann.  Lolol. I went into SIM University! Zzz. I forgot Ngee Ann Was just beside SIM university. Hahah. :D Well, Its fun to get lost Anyway. Hahahahahaha. The laboratory labs are so Cool! Just like a hospital! And the foodcourt is even nicer.. I love the lecture halls. ^^  Nice place. (Y) I would want to explore finish The entire place. Hehehehe kkk. Gotta go do tuition hmwk Byeeeee!! :D





.Tuesday, September 6, 2011 ' 5:27 PM hello rainbow Pictures, Images and Photos
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I finally tagged finish
the photos which we took yesterday.
boy,
 its so manyyy! :D

hahaha
LOL.
kkk.
im like burned out.
tomorrow still got competition.

arghhh.
am i in the right attitude?
i wasnt even sure myself.
i needa rush.

i still have work to do.
but i havent even started doing.
argh
time too short for me.

could there be like,
25 hours a day?
instead of just 24???

siann.
i am alone inside.
):
see my edmodo's profile pic?

yeah, that's how i feel now.
):):
wanting to cry but cannot,
do you know how painful it felt to me?

sian.
you do not .
kk.
i needa go do tuition work.(:

byeee.
i love you,
i wonder if you read this,
how would you feel. :/

i love you so much,
but cant even have the courage to tell you,
its like telling to a deaf man,
and he doesnt hear it.






.Monday, September 5, 2011 ' 9:12 PM hello rainbow Pictures, Images and Photos
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I just had fun with
Agnus and alex
At VIVOcity
For 5 long long hours.

Hahahh.
Naise.
Uploading the crazy photos
Tomorrow!!!~~ do look forward to it!

Hehhe
Tireddd ttm now..
Whole body aching
Eyes bulging like goldfish.

I need that person now
Talk to me.):
Hug me
Tell me its alright.

Because now im self denial.
Hoping to cheer up.
But nothing is working.
And she really needs you

To take the first step
In smsing her.
Staring at her handphone the whole day
Like an idiot,

Hoping even if its impossible,
For the handphone to light up
And signal her a new msg
Has come.

Because even her,
Will get tiredd.
Sick
And spiteful of everything.

She loves that person too much.





.Sunday, September 4, 2011 ' 7:15 PM hello rainbow Pictures, Images and Photos
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I wish i could just
say i dont care
to stop all these heartbreaks.
i wish i could ignore you

so that i can forget.
i wish that i dont care about all these
crap
to save me from all these hurts.

i need to know that
i cannot let myself be affected by all these
unnecessary unhappiness.

gotta cheer up! >:D
lol.
this is really meaningless.
):

siannnz.
:/
haiiiiiish.
my holidays is all filled up again

so busyyy
:X
im still waiting for your replyyy, :D
haiiish.

gotta go do my work.
bbbbb! ^^
hehehehe :D
byeeeeeeeeeeee








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She's a God Lover! :D She came on earth on 22/04/1996,
Past : Yuhua Primary School
Present : Jurongville Secondary School.
She left everyone, including herself and her soul.
Coz, she ♥loves hymm♥ .
She lives in a world and needs sense of security and love. She is insecure, imperfect and indecisive

She Came on earth not knowing how the world looks like
Experienced love, hatred, hurt and betrayal for the first time,
she fears she might not be able to open herself up again.

Is a girl with constant ups and downs.
Prefers to be with people who will understand her.
And is mature enough to listen to her.

She loves God, Jesus Christ, GaoMin Chow, Nicole Tan RuiMin
for making her day wonderful and the reason why she is still living now. ^^

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SHINee <3

LOVED ONES
GOD

Jesus Christ

Family♥
Jade Ng Jing Li♥
Vanice Ng Hui Ni♥
Daddy
Mummy

Yuhua Primary School♥
♥Seah Ying Ting
♥Jaslin Tan
♥Loo Hui Ting
•Wan Yee

Jurongville Secondary School♥
Sec 2 juniors '11♥
♥Kah Min
♥Wan Ling
♥Eileen Moo
♥Sunny
♥Eugenia
♥Pennie Gan
Kailin
Yi Hua

2D-ians 2010 and 3C'3D 2011♥
♥Alexanrea Keh 3C'11(♥ jieh and Buddy for life<3)
♥Agnus(my darlingg and buddy for life<3)


♥People who she loves
♥Alexanrea Keh (buddy)
♥♥♥GaoMin Chow (closest friend in Christ forever)
♥♥♥Nicole Tan( closest friend in Christ forever)

People who she cherish♥
♥Ching Ru
♥Glenna Yeong
♥Hui Hui
♥♥Vivienne Tan (jiehhs♥)
♥Gabriel(bestie friend^^)

•Sec 4 seniors '11
♥PeiXin
♥Zhiyun
♥Xiao Leii(jieh)
♥Eileen( C.O)

•Graduated seniors♥
♥Gabriel (C.O Zhonghu Senior ^^)
♥VIVIENNE TAN LiYing XD( jiehh-<3)
♥Xinni
♥Zaki
♥Pacy

♥Church Friends♥
♥♥♥GaoMin
♥♥♥Nicole Tan Rui Min
♥♥Nicole Liang Jing Ya
•Abigail
Adler Koh♥
Airam
♥Alexander Lim
♥Amanda Liu
♥Anne Lim
•Cassia Ling
•Charis Kay
♥Cheryl Ho
•CuiXian Li(Pastor)♥
♥Dominic Chia
♥Elijah Yuen
♥Emily Leong
♥♥♥Gao Min Chow
•Gladys Lee
•♥IMAN
♥Janice Goh
•♥Jeanie Quek
♥Jessica Koh
•Joanna Hioe
♥Joongyan
♥Kenneth Chan
♥Kenneth Yeo
♥Kuhlaire Wee
♥Lim Yun
♥♥♥Nicole Liang J.Y
♥♥♥Nicole Tan R.M
♥Pheobe Tan
♥Rophe
•Saffron Ng♥
•Samantha Loh
♥Shanna Ng (Same Surname!!! :D)
♥Stephanie Lum
•Susanna Hioe
♥Vanessa Khoo
♥Victoria Lim
♥Yi Qing
♥Yu Hern
And MORE

Tell me if I missed any of you!! And MOST Of ALL, I ♥ Gaomin Chow, Nicole Tan!!!
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SHINee Here's a story of a lil'girl.
A sad ending.
A broken heart.. One who never fall in love until 2008.
Will you turn back?
That time in the morning.
you rang
" Sorry Darling, after thinking for sometime, it's better for us to seperate and live our different lives..
I am sorry."
It ended.
That Day,
You end everything with "I am sorry".
Not only ending this relationship
you ended my soul
my heartbeat
my world.
I'm holding back the tears..
I don't want myself to look so stupid, so foolish to cry for you..
& now, there's nothing i could do to bring u back to me.
And now,
Left alone,
All coiled up on the ground,
Weary and tired.
Feeling helpless, When will this end?
If i change my hair,
If i change my clothes,
If i change my bag,
Will you notice ME?
If i cry one day,
If i got hurt,
If ever i am tired,
Can you be there for me?